Lost Words
“There are words when left unspoken, are left in still time forever”
There were two people, they were young, they were foolish, they were in love. Their families are of different worlds. The girl is of a rich elite family who is known to own the land with power and strictness, the boy is from a family of decent living people who have joined a group of rebels to dethrone the elite family. With this issue they knew their love cannot be known. As time went by, these two lovebirds sought each other everyday, everynight. Knowing that their longing can no longer be supressed by minimal contact, they sought to run away, run away from the people who are opposed to their love, run away from this war, run away from the despair of their life. Run away…Run away…
Together, they left the country only with what they need to live: each other. Some may say this is a risk worse than falling in a bottomless pit, for they will suffer the pains of regret and the pains of life itself, ’til they doom themselves to each other’s deaths. But, they knew that within themselves, pain, despair, and anger will be nothing if they were to share their love for an eternity.
Inside their hearts, they knew that the path which they have chosen is a path full of thorns, and both of them are walking barefooted. Still, they mind not the pain, for the price of love cannot be judged by the pain they will feel, the love they have offered and still to offer each other will be priceless.
As they looked at each other’s eyes while they walk in calmness and security, they noticed that the other wants to kiss. To kiss at a time of haste, how much love can they possibly have? they stop, and as their faces come close to each other, the sound of alarms, bells, horns, and lights flickering at the sky signalled danger for them. Their silent escape has been found out! Oh but how? they have time not on their side to stand still and ponder of the reason, so they run, holding each other, they flee.
As they flee from the noise and the lights, they hear vehicles around them, in pitch black darkness where stars fuel the midnight light, it’s not hard to see the dimmest of bright. They try and try to escape the lights and the noise, but to no avail. Soon, they found themselves surrounded, with a mountain face behind them, by a group of armed men. These men are from the girl’s side of the family. They now face a terrible obstacle in front of them, an obstacle in which is impossible to overcome.
The lovebirds fear for themselves and each other, they have just began the moments of their freedom, but why would it end in such a horrific manner? Surely both of them will not be allowed to feel the gust of the outside air after this.
The boy left out a deep sigh…the girl ponders if her lover finally gave up. Then she saw him smile at her, he held her hand. Surprised, she replied with a happy smile together with her tearful eyes full of life.They ran towards the army of men in front of them and they both tried to barge their way through, to build a path in which the both of them would walk together till the end of time.
Just then, a gunshot was heard. A terrible sound to be heard at a time of supposed peace and quiet. A sound which echoed through out the forest, clearing up the birds sleeping amidst the trees. Noone knew where or whom the gunshot was fired from. Then a spotlight was focused on the ground. There they find the boy lying face towards the sky, with his eyes now empty from the colors of life. Tears continue to flow, for this may be the only thing he can do. The girl shocked, stared at him at the ground, her eyes could not comprehend on what she is seeing, blood…lots of blood, all flowing from his back to her now unclothed feet. As she stepped towards him, she kneels down and a burst of tears flooded the earth and cries of lament came shattering towards the heavens.
The boy, knowing his end is near, looks towards her face, both full of tears…they whispered to each other words of encouragement and of melancholy. But as the boy was to say his last words…the girl was taken away briskly. As the girl grasped his hand as tightly as she could, her effort was rendered meaningless. And as they take her away, she tries and tries to escape, she tries and tries to make them take the boy and be cured of his injuries. She screams words of anguish and pity towards the soldiers. The boy can only stare as he watches them take her away from his side…seeing her face full of tears…her eyes full of sadness…her voice screaming the sound of pain…he could only reach out his hand to her. The girl saw this and tried to reach her hands to him…and alas, the boy finally cried his last. His eyesight beginning to darken…”No…Not yet…Please…” as he begged God for mercy…He then saw flashes of his life of the time he was with her. Each memory fading into nothingness as his breath start to weaken.
Then his hand fell…and as the girl saw this, she cried out “NO!!!” And the boy closed his eyes still flowing with tears. The girl’s aggressiveness, her screams, her strong-looking eyes, finally halted. As she saw the body of the one who truly love her. As her strength now depleted, no effort was used to carry her inside a car. And there she pondered to herself “Why…all we ever wanted was to be with each other…to be free…was that too much to ask…?”
As she stared blankly into the sky…with tears flowing still…she continues to ask God “Why?”
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Writer’s note: this little story of mine was written more than a year ago. (about May of 2007)
i was so sad when i wrote this. i am in love with a woman i cannot have. rather…a woman that is too good for me. until now…whenever i read this, it reminds me of how i really love her. its supposed to be a prequel to a series (i have 2 more episodes, but i won’t post them since they lack feelings) but i haven’t got the time lately due to school and other stuff that require to be prioritized.
feedback is always welcome
Kalahating Oras
Ano ba ang magagawa ng tatlumpung minuto sa buhay natin?
Summer time. Nagka outing kaming buong section sa resthouse ng classmate namin sa Laguna. Naisipan naming mag Enchanted Kingdom bago umuwi, dahil lahat kami ay maghahanap na ng trabaho pagkatapos ng linggong ito. Oo, graduate na kami. Apat na taon din ang ginugol namin bago kami makarating sa kung ano kami ngayon. Apat na taong puno ng saya at lungkot. Apat na taong paghihirap at ginhawa. Akalain mo nga naman, parang kailan lang, lahat kami pawang estranghero sa isa’t isa. Ngayon, huling pagkikita na namin. Buhay talaga, sa una lang masaklap. Pero sa huli, talagang aasamin natin ang pagkasaklap nito. Lalo na’t marami kang bagay na nasimulan, ngunit di mo natapos.
Sa loob ng apat na taong iyon, maraming nangyari na di mo aasahang mangyari. Tulad ko nalang, di ko ninais magmahal ng babae sa kolehiyo dahil itinuring ko ito bilang hadlang sa aking mga pangarap sa buhay. Nais ko munang umunlad, magpakatalino, magpakayaman. Sino ba ang ayaw maging magaling? Buong buhay-kolehiyo ko itong iniisip. Di ako sumasama sa mga gimik, sa mga party, at sa mga sleepovers na ginagawa ng section ko. Una, dahil wala akong bisyo. Pangalawa, dahil mas ginusto ko pang magaral nalang kaysa ubusin ko ang oras ko sa mga bagay na makakapagpa-engganyo lang sa akin ng sandali. Syempre, inisip ko ang long run ng buhay ko. Inisip ko na pag nagloko ako ngayong kolehiyo, baka masira ang mga pangarap ko. Matagal kong tiniis ang pagka-inggit sa mga ngiti ng mga kaklase ko tuwing lalabas sila. Matagal ko ring inasam na makita silang lasing kung talaga ngang nakakatawa ang mga pinaggagawa nila.
Sumali nalang ako sa outing ng section namin para naman maramdaman ko kung anu ang saya na nararamdaman nila.So far so good. Puro kami tawa at kwela buong outing. Hinayaan ko lang silang uminom samantalang ako nama’y pinanood silang mag-gaguhan habang lasing. Nakakatawa nga sila. Ilan beses din nila akong kinumbidang maki-inom na din. Tumanggi na lamang ako dahil di ako naniniwala sa sarap na dulot ng alak. At isa pa, madali akong ma-adik sa mga bagay-bagay na masarap. Natatakot naman akong lumaking lasenggo at malaki ang tyan.
“Guys baba na tayo! EeeKay na!”
“EeeKay! EeeKay! EeeKay! EeeKay!”
Nakarating na pala kami sa Enchanted Kingdom. Tagal ko nang di napunta dito. Huling apak ko sa lugar na ‘to 3rd year hayskul pa. Nakakamiss nga naman ang mga rides na talagang babaliktarin ang sikmura mo. Noon isang ride na nakakatakot lang ang sinakyan ko, yun ang Anchor’s Away. Nakakatakot ito para sakin dahilan sa may takot ako sa mga matataas na lugar at sa pakiramdam na nahuhulog. Pero ngayon, balak kong tapatan ang takot na nararamdaman ko at sasakyan ko, ng kahit isang beses man lang, ang lahat ng nakakatakot na ride dito. Susulitin ko na rin ang Ride-All-You-Can ng EK.
Nakalipas ang ilang oras, halos mawalan na ko hininga sa pagod na nararamdaman ko. Pagod sa kakahanap ng masasakyan, pagod sa kakapila, at higit sa lahat: Pagod sa kakasakay sa mga rides na talagang humuhugot ng sikmura. Pero masaya naman ako at nagawa ko ngang harapin ang takot ko. Dahil na rin siguro at kasama ko ang mga kaklase ko. Patapangan ba naman ang dating!
Inabot na kami ng gabi, talagang binalak naming magpagabi para naman makita namin ang fireworks display ng EK. Ewan ko lang sa inyo, pero di ko ito naabutan. Sabi nila korni daw, walang excitement. Sa akin naman, basta makita ko lang kahit isang beses lang masaya na ko. Minsan lang naman ako mapadpad dito, ba’t di ko pa lulubusin?
Biglang naisipan ng grupo na magsama-sama na ang mga mag-on. Ewan ko ba kung bakit nila naisip yun, Di naman karamihan ang magkarelasyon sa section namin. Sinabi ko ito sa kanila, kaya ang ginawa nalang ng class president namin: Pumunta sa bagong gawang Tunnel of Love at mag random pair-up doon. Maraming babae kaysa lalaki sa section namin. Ayos lang naman sa iba kung babae sa babae dahil magkakaibigan naman sila. Eh paanu kaming mga lalaki? siguro ayos lang sa mga guy classmates ko kung mag-pair up sila sa babae dahil lagi naman silang gumigimik. Eh ako?! mapupuno ng katahimikan ang bangkang sasakyan namin ng partner ko. Kung alam ko lang, di na sana ako nagsalita pa tungkol dito.
Napilitan na lamang akong pumila. Last day na nga naman namin bilang magkakaklase, bahala na lang kung anung kagaguhan ang maganap. Sana lang matino ang makasama ko.
Lahat naman ng nauna sa ‘kin ayos lang talaga na mag-partner sila. Sabi ng nga nauna, talaga daw maganda sa loob, 30 minutes daw yung isang pasada. Di mo iisiping ganoon pala kahaba ang byahe. Dahil na rin siguro para sa mga gustong magkaroon ng sariling oras, lalo na sa mga taong may mahal sa buhay. Talagang magiging sweet ang moments ng magkarelasyon sa loob.
Paanu naman yung hindi?! Paanu na’ko?!
Dumaan ang ilang sandali, at ako na pala ang susunod. Ilang beses nang dumaan sa isip ko na mag-backout sa kalokohang ako ang dahilan kung bakit nangyayari. May harang pala sa bawat pares so talagang di mo malalaman kung sino ang kasama mo hangga’t di ka nakapila sa mismong pasukan. Nabigla na lamang ako sa naging partner ko.
TO BE CONTINUED HERE
Paramore releases new single “Ignorance” – Free Download
OMG! Paramore just can’t stop releasing hit after hit! just listened to it on goodtimes with mo at magic 89.9 and I was ROCKIN’ IT!
They are out to release an album late this fall (September-ish) and I must say, I AM LIKING IT!
Here’re links to mp3 downloads 
Have fun listening to its rockin’ beats!
MJ, Farrah, Dies today
I woke up today to find out that one of my favorite artists died of a heart attack. And to make things worse, one of my favorite angels died too.
I knew Michael Jackson as the king of pop at a very young age. I always loved the way he performs on stage and the way he makes the crowd go wild and the girls faint. I wanted to have that kind of charm ever since I saw him on TV. For me, he was the coolest guy back then.
Farrah Fawcett, I never really got to know who she was or how she performed on TV or the movies, but I knew she was once the woman every guy would die for.
Rest In Peace, you two.
Articles about their death
Ronald Labadlabad, You will be missed.
Ronald Labadlabad was a known brewster since the BrewRATs started 3 years ago. He died of Bacterial Meningitis yesterday. I never saw him personally but we talked a few on ym. We ended up fighting over his stupid PS3 last year and that’s the last time I talked to him. He was known as the illiterate guy and, more recently, as DILG.
He was the most loyal brewster of all.
Here’s a tribute video by palamuninlang, another known brewster.
Here is his multiply site
A tribute party will be done tomorrow night at The Leprechaun bar, Tomas Morato. Starting at 7pm. I wanna go, I really do. But I have school and my thesis to bother. Ronald would’ve wanted me to just pray for him and just do my best.
You’re ym enemy will miss you, you idiot.
DOWNLOAD Rico Blanco’s Come Closer mp3
From goodtimes
Download Rico Blanco – Come Closer
Credit goes to the owner!
alternative links (megaupload)
Marriage Class Annoyed Me
Just finished my marriage class today. We got bombarded with a bunch of life stories from our newly wed professor (who looks like say alonzo btw, REALLY HOT).
I wrote a bunch of notes in class that was totally not related to the subject.
They were:
Why is the thought of marriage stressing me?
I am not imagining marriage, I am not imagining my own marriage.
OMG I think I’m afraid of getting married o_O
–_– we just had one of those eye to eye contact moment >_>
Her husband’s desperate lol. Making up stories to get into her pants xD
She tells more about herself than the subject matter
She’s so idealistic, her marriage’s bound to fail.
I wrote all of that while I spent the next 40 minutes listening to her. She’s a great professor and all, but there’s just something about over-idealistic people that makes me want to crush their dreams or something. IDK, must be a complex.
She also made us make a scrapbook of our dream marriage…INDIVIDUALLY. Not only that, she showed us her OWN scrapbook and told us how beautiful it was. Now the standard’s been set. Hurray for my creative side —___—
And we have to do a mock wedding. I’m not exactly a wedding type of guy so I wouldn’t know shit about what goes on in a wedding, save for those I see in movies.
We have to pass that scrapbook before the last few days of our semester (october 2nd week) while we try and get ourselves busy with feasibility studies, our thesis, and a bunch of side projects that are just RARING to be a major pain in the A.
The mock wedding is to be done on the last weeks of our second semester. Maybe March or something.
GAH! I can already tell how she’s just enjoying and savoring the things she makes us want to do. Just because she had a VERY nice wedding, does not give her the right to harass us and try and make us do what she did >_>
Morning was crap. I wanna go home but I got school and an afterclass visit to conduct our feasibility study. LAME!
PS: Tomorrow was supposed to be a rest day. BUT I have to go to some house to shoot a video for our food packaging subject. Goodbye sleep >_>
Perez Hilton Strikes Back! – His own video response!
With reference to my previous blog, Perez is prepared to defend his claim on the “assault” done to him by one of Will I Am’s fans during a post-after-party event.
Here’s the link to the video
It’s already 10:30 PM here when I posted this, so I’m off to bed. Anymore updates and I will gladly provide the information STRAIGHT from the 2 people involved in this
Will I Am responds to Perez Hilton!
In response to my quick blog this afternoon (I mean REALLY QUICK, took me like 2 minutes to do that since I was in a hurry), Will I Am made a twitter account just to respond to Perez’s claims.
Tila Tequila acted as Will’s “spokesperson” through out this whole incident, uploading pictures of what seems to be Will’s text messages opposite on what Perez claims.
Will I Am recorded a video in response to Perez’s claims on the alleged “assault”
Which side is the truth? I’m looking forward to some E News episode xD
Perez Hilton tweets on Will I Am’s assault
Just got this from my twitter account seconds after he posted this
http://www.seanpercival.com/blog/2009/06/22/perez-hilton-assaulted-by-william/
don’t judge anyone yet.
Tim Burton’s Alice
This movie’s gonna break box office records! The cast is just epic win!
Click this link for the awesome pics and info on this upcoming movie set to premiere March 5th of 2010
PS: Depp is soooo WIN!
The World’s Only Immortal Animal
Full article here
Meet the World's only immortal animal!
This dude can just do some weird process and reverse the aging thing. Some say this may be the oldest living thing on Earth.
